Insane Random Ramblings

I’m always so tired when I have a extra day off. I do get to relax but I think sometimes I relax too much and I’m even more tired the next day.  I had to find the best night creams to soothe my tired face once I started relaxing. I know what the problem is that’s causing me so much grief. I’m tired and I mean really tired. I’m stressed out trying to find a new job because I need more money. I also haven’t had a real vacation in 3 years.

I need to decompress and soon. Maybe I’ll plan a weekend getaway or a trip to the spa or something. Anything to help me relax.

Today started off on the wrong foot. First my bus left me. I didn’t miss it, the darn thing didn’t stop. He slowed down when he got close to me then he just kept going. I don’t know if he didn’t see me, if he wasn’t paying attention or what. Luckily the next bus is due in 15 minutes. I was only 5 minutes late which isn’t bad.

Then I lost my banana somewhere between my house and work. I stuck it in my bag before I left out of the house along with my soda and a bag of 100 calorie cookies. When I got to work the banana wasn’t in my bag but everything else was. I don’t know if it fell out on the bus or walking down the street. It was the only thing I had for breakfast so that kinda sucked.

Hopefully that’s the end of my bad luck for today. It just has to get better.

My maintenance man was on site because of all of the snow. He likes to keep our driveway and our walkway fairly clean. After he put salt down, he came up to my to fix some things that I needed done. I needed new ceramic tiles in the bathroom around the tub are because a couple of them had cracked. I also had him caulk around the tub since he was there. He looked at my ceiling and assured me that the crack is the pebbled decoration shifting and not a actual crack. He them gave me a estimate on how long it would take for him to clean my carpet.

When he finally left it was almost 11pm and he went out and turned on the snow blower. Then the apartment manager for the buildings next door started cleaning their snow. By the time they both finished it was close to 1am. I was so tired that I was dizzy and my eyes were glazed over. I think I only slept for about 2 solid hours before I had to get up for work.

I can’t wait to go home today and get some rest.

Yesterday I hurt my back when I lifted something wrong. I didn’t lift from the knees and that’s what caused the strain. I thought my back would feel better today but it doesn’t. I took some ibuprofen before I came to work but it’s worn off by now. I just want to go home and lie down for a while. I don’t even want to surf the internet. No looking for diet pill reviews or anything else. I didn’t even do my normal sweepstakes entries for the day.

I’m kinda on cruise control until I get home tonight. Then it’s lights out until I come to work tomorrow.

I was doing laundry and I lifted the basket too fast. My back has been hurting ever since. I lifted straight up instead of lifting from my knees. The basket was pretty full but I didn’t think it was very heavy. I guess I was wrong. It even hurts sitting here surfing the internet. I’m not looking for anthing too serious. I’ve searched for a motorcycle accident lawyer and I looked for new insurance. It’s uncomfortable sitting up so I think I may go lie down for a while.

Hopefully my back will stop hurting by tomorrow. The chair that I sit in at work isn’t the best and I know it will aggravate any pain that I may have.

I just got back from spending the holidays with my family. It is a long drive both ways. Usually I don’t do too much during the time I’m there because I’m always tired. Right now I have to get ready for work tomorrow. The problem is that I don’t have any clean clothes.

I did bring one clean outfit back with me but my mom chain smokes so the pants need to be washed. I started to put the clothes in a shrink tube so it wouldn’t get smoky but I forgot before I left home. There is someone in the laundry room right now so I can’t wash tonight. I have no idea what I’m going to wear tomorrow.

I wish I could take the day off but no suck luck.

But it’s not easy. Long story short I didn’t get the job that I applied for. Not really a problem for me. I know you don’t get every job that you apply for. Cool. However I just found out who did get the job. It’s one of my coworkers. She is qualified for the job but she didn’t want it. She never even applied for it. They just offered it to her. Of course she accepted it. I’m happy for her but at the same time I’m ticked off at the way it went down.

Office politics sucks like hell!

I got my 2010 calendar pretty early this year. I actually got it last month. The calendar runs from June of this year all the way until December of next year. I’ve already started migrating some of my stuff over. I’m only going as far back as October unless it’s something really important. I won’t throw my old book away until the end of next year anyway so I’ll still have everything I need pretty close.

I’m really pretty particular about this kind of stuff so I’m glad I remembered to do it early.

There is some crazy stuff going on man. Not just in my life but in general. I’ve had a few crazy experiences lately that I’ll chronicle later.

Right now I feel like I’m in the twilight zone.

I’ve done a lot of cleaning and decluttering to my apartmet. Today is Veteran’s Day so I have the day off. Instead of lounging around like I normally do, I’ve been doing laundry all day. So far I’ve done 4 loads and I have 1 or 2 more to do.

By this time next week, I won’t even want to see a cleaning supply or utensil.